i had quite a satisfying evening....even if it was a bit tame.

Master had a hard day yesterday. i guess i added to it by sending Him a message that pretty much said that i was wondering if He was tiring of our relationship because He's given me no real attention for two weeks. He called immediately and told me no He is not tired of us, it's just been a very busy couple of weeks. Master arrived here at about 1am, we watched TV, sat together on the couch, and eventually went to bed. We had what i would consider "normal" sex before drifting off to sleep. Master is a cuddler, so it was sooooo nice. Except for the snoring, of course. i'll be taking a nap later!

Master asked about Thanksgiving again. Apparently the ex-wife will not be taking the kids, so plans have changed. At first i thought that meant that we would be having Thanksgiving together - Him, me, the kids and His dad. Well, He said it will be His immediate family. Like 40 people. He was worried that would completely freak me out and i'd want to back out. i did not. i can certainly handle a room full of 40 people, it just becomes slightly more stressful when they are His family. So. i'll be dining with 40 of His closest relatives. No pressure, no pressure.

i asked Master about meeting His children before Thanksgiving. It's them i really worry about. It would be nice to meet them and get to know them a little before being thrown into the lion's den at Thanksgiving. We have a tentative "family" meal planned on November 9th. It gives me a little time to get to know them without the whole family watching.

The Doorman is still on my mind. i am steadily pushing him out. He will be away on vacation for the next week, so i should not hear from him. He is such an intoxicating mix of gentleman in public and Marquis de Sade in private. i am having a hard time not thinking of him. Out, out damned spot!

What i need is for Master to come here, give me the spanking of my life and penetrate every orifice. i cannot afford to lose my focus! i need Him to be strict!

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